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A Difficult Decision

A difficult part of spirituality and Sanatana Dharma

Chitra
7 min readApr 2, 2024
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April 2, 2024

Unlike what I had expected, spirituality wasn’t that. Is it beautiful? Yes. Is it easy? Not really but the end stage is most beautiful. And what about the middle stages? It is a difficult decision for you to either walk through it or not to and if you want to reach the exalted states like our sages, you ought to burn your inner self for it!

Like everyone, when life threw curveballs at me, I finally bent my knees at the altar, asking the Divine to give me a space to cry. At that time, I was seeking peace and some mental balance which by Holy Mother’s grace, I did receive but now all I want is to never return on this planet to say the least. No, I don't wanna go through the trials and tribulations of life once more, I am done. Well, I do enjoy life as well, I am not old, but do I wanna relive my karma once more in an another body? No.

So, when I met my ever-sweet spiritual mentor (Sri Maa), I felt nice and belonged to. I had placed my spiritual goals in front of her for her to help me traverse through it and one of them was to never return back on Earth or to gain liberation and hence, I got enrolled in SD Revive Gurukul for a step-by-step guidance towards my spiritual goals and some help for my worldly life as well.

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Chitra
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