Copy pasting a wish I expressed in one of the posts of Swami-
-"Dear Swami, Pranaam. My spiritual gang will visit the Ashram whenever it’s possible and I too wanna join them! I want to be with them…but right now, it seems almost impossible because of the circumstances at home! I wish to move to Delhi with some serious and studious people in an affordable flat for my career (😔) and then visiting the Ashram will also be possible. It’s like ek teer se do Nishane. I know nobody can enter the Ashram without your permission…. Papa… I sooo want to go there and meet my ENTIRE spiritual gang (as of whom I know now). I know I have written a very selfish message here….but Papa please 😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Rest, I will accept whatever your decision is Papa. My obeisances to you. 🌺🌺😇🙏🙏🙏 Love! Love! Love!🎀🎀"-
Here (😔) indicates that I haven't studied properly and sincerely till now. I am ashamed of myself...I am sorry Mommy for letting you down. 😔 I am sorry.