It's so heartwarming to read your comment Akshay Bhaiiya! Such immense surrender! πββοΈπββοΈπββοΈ lovely! I asked this question to myself- Am I ready to do what Akshay Bhaiiya is doing right now? My answer was swindling... I love Sri Maa. No doubt in that... but I have to figure out a few things first. She has told me to study properly and her angelic grace has showed me a path to some wonderful spiritual practices... but for now, I need to figure out some things before I can show such impeccable surrender! I am sorry Bhaiiya, I don't have the means or guts to show such surrender for now... for future, I don't know that...but for now, despite all this love, I lack this kind of courage. Please forgive me. πββοΈ