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Mooshakraaj is Angry! ðŸ˜
Everyone’s life has a pattern of things and I noticed that after a little while of experiencing happiness and bliss, the Divine or maybe my Guru throws some challenges on my way to to make me mellow, soft, a better medium for the Divine to work on or simply put, to crumble my ego. Or maybe, the Divine knows my approaching PMS and decides to put me on fire to burn it further.
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Recently, I had an unpleasant experience at my workplace, my ego was hurt and strangely, my mind was continuously thinking about a few people whom I held responsible. I was angry at those people (but kept quiet to avoid unnecessary drama) and at the Divine too.
Muttering in my mind, thinking of them, I felt a disconnect from the Divine. It felt like the Divine has moved on from me, maybe to focus on better people who love Her. Why will the divine even care about me, who is so angry and is burning in the mind, I thought in my head.
For nights and days, I thought and thought, sending negative emotions and energies at those people. My first thought of the day would be them, my last thought of the day would be them again and I was even thinking about them during my sleep hours too! I thought, “Crazy! Had I…