Thank you, Mommy, for this opportunity! 😇🌺🌷
The most difficult challenge was- the day I got Shri Om behind my name, on that day itself a derogatory note as circulated about you. It broke me. In a public group, I spoke against it and one intimidating message from a certain knowledgeable-grown-up shut me up. (I won’t be initimidated now, looking at my grown confidence and faith) Eventually, many started advising me against you. Hardly anybody spoke out in public, I was feeling alone. There were so many thoughts- pro and against, both.. midst all that I chose to tread on the path shown by you because somewhere my heart said that louder than anybody else. How alone I felt! All around me were either “neutral” or against you and in such a situation, it was very very VERY difficult to hold on to what I have faith in! Some in a personal message though said that they felt it was false, it gave me a little confidence but overall, it was suffocating. I now know that flock- mentality people work to blow out the spark before it emerges into a raging fire.
But Maa, midst all my khichadi-mind, you chose to guide me, hold my hand. Thank you so so much! Today, I am proud of my decision. Furthermore, I understand and the ignorance people are occupied with and I don’t blame them, but at the same time, I try to protect myself from their rudeness and incompassion. Thank You Mommy, for making me this strong!